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Name: Gabrielle Bertha
Location: Elkhart, Indiana, United States
Birthday: 7/9/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: I'm interested in... God... why do you care? If you really cared you could call me up and say, "Hi, Gabi, I'm really interested in you... and I'd really like to know what you're interested in... please tell me..."
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

     I doubt anybody will even read this, so I write without fear of anybody finding out about my life.

        Let's see... Topper called me on Friday and asked me out, but soon told me he had agreed to go out with some other girl from Memorial (that's cool, it saved me from having to make a choice).

        Guess what!!! Vance is back in my life (quick flashback: 2 years ago I went to a weekend tennis camp where I met this boy from Indianapolis who gave me my first kiss).

             woops, gotta go.

                       Stay Tuned...


Friday, December 09, 2005

*sniffs* this song makes me cry...

Baby, Don't Cry

 

[2Pac]
I feel you {uhh} .. (baby don't)
but you can't, you can't give up
{Hey.. 2Pac what?}

[2Pac + H.E.A.T.]
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up {Outlawz}
Even when the road is hard, never give up
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up {Keep ya head up}

[2Pac]
Now here's a story bout a woman with dreams
So picture perfect at thirteen, an ebony queen
Beneath the surface it was more than just a crooked smile
Nobody knew about her secret so it took a while
I could see a tear fall slow down her black cheek
Sheddin quiet tears in the back seat; so when she asked me,
What would you do if it was you?
Couldn't answer such a horrible pain to live through
I tried to trade places in the tragedy
I couldn't picture three crazed niggaz grabbin me
For just a moment I was trapped in the pain, Lord come and take me
Four niggaz violated, they chased and they raped me
Even though it wasn't me, I could feel the grief
Thinkin with your brains blown that would make the pain go
No!  You got to find a way to survive
cause they win when your soul dies

[2Pac + H.E.A.T.]
Baby please don't cry, you got to keep your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up
Baby don't cry, you got to keep your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up {never give up}
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up {never give up}
Even when the road is hard, never give up
Baby don't cry

[Edi Amin]
Uhh
Forget him girl (forget him girl) he ain't gon' never change
I ain't no hater but that nigga lost in the game
After the bright lights and big thangs
he probably could love you, but he in love with the struggle
Everyday, his mind on gettin mo' (gettin mo')
and never your feelings, he's chasin millions fo' sho'
Uh oh (uh oh), now you bout to have his baby?  (dayamn)
Another wild-ass nigga that's gon' drive you crazy
You got too much, mo', livin to do - I'm spittin this to you,
cause you deserve more than what he givin to you (that's right)
Beautiful, black, precious, and complicated
A new millennium dime piece, so fine she
got em all stuck standin still when she come through
Baby take a little mo' time, love'll find you
And show us the sky's blue somebody other than me
gon' give you everything you need, feel me?
{Don't cry-ahhhhh..}

[2Pac + H.E.A.T.]
Baby don't cry, you got to keep your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up {you'll be alright}
Baby don't cry, you got to keep your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up {you'll be alright}
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up {keep your head up}
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up {never give up}
Even when the road is hard, never give up {no no.. ohhhh}
Baby don't cry

[Young Noble]
I'm tryin to do all that I can, from jump
Now you losin, you was choosin the wrong man
Dealt the wrong hand, you was young and beautiful
Lost and turned out, what you let that nigga do to you? (Damn)
I knew her since elementary, she blew a kiss to me
Wrote me a note in crayon, wantin to get with me
We was kids, now she got three kids
They see their father e'ryday, and they don't know who he is
Seen him last night, homey roll a E-class
Mad cheese in the stash, still a deadbeat dad
I bring her, Pampers and food, just to stop through
But those, ain't my seeds, nuttin really I could do (nah)
I feel pity for you, you ain't even his wife
Seventeen with three kids, locked down for life
Shoulda chose me, she bout to O.D. from the pressure
Hell nah I won't let her {BABY DON'T CRY}

[2Pac + H.E.A.T.]
Baby don't cry, you got to keep your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up {you'll be alright}
Baby don't cry, you got to keep your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up {baby don't cry}
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up {baby baby baby}
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up {no..}
Even when the road is hard, never give up {no-ohhhh}
Baby don't cry, I gotta keep your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up
Baby don't cry, you got to keep your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up {ooooh baby}
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up {keep your head up}
{keep your head up, never give up}
Even when the road is hard, never give up, baby don't cry

[Young Noble]
Uhh, uhh, yeah, don't give up {you'll be alright}
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

[2Pac + H.E.A.T.]
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up
Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up
Even when the road is hard, never give up, baby don't cry

[Edi Amin]
For all the ladies {Soulshock, Karlin}
Baby don't cry
Got to keep your head up {keep your head up}
Makaveli the Don {head up} aight?


         *sighs*

          I actually wanted to go to school today...


Currently Listening
My Life
By Mary J. Blige
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*sighs* All my friends are falling in love. I, however, am too cold to even bother thinking about boys. And plus, all the guys that like me also like every other girl that walks past them, so it's expected that they'd like me too. But it's all good. I'm just gonna wait for a guy worth giving my time to.

         Anywayz...

                   enough of talking about love and boys. We had a snow day today and me and Devlin walked to Kroger, bought gramma her Ginger Ale, then went to Sears and bought some shovels. Of course, when we got home, we were too cold to shovel. But I'll get up early tomorrow morning so I can shovel the driveway so mom and dad can get in.

       I tried talking to my mother about sex. I told her I was sick of the whole innocent, virgin role, and I thought she'd be calm and explain to me all this shit I'd heard before. Instead, she stood up and started yelling at me. I'm like, "Okay, see if I ever talk to her again." I can talk to my dad about more things than with mom, and I'm supposed to have a woman to talk to. She might as well not even be here.

       It's like whenever I talk to her, she's not really hearing me. She gets this dazed look and starts staring off into space. I think I have an idea of what's going on, but I'm only fourteen, so what the hell do I know?

                 I got a cell phone. I filled out my application for Perkins. *hugs herself* aw, I'm growing up! And I'm proving to the world that I can do it without some guy supporting me.

         For a while I was kind of shifty about the idea of marriage, but now it's decided for sure-I am not getting married. I don't even really need my parents anymore. As soon as I get my liscense and my car, they're gonna miss me asking for things because I'm gonna have a job and money and a car and I won't have to ask them for anything. I'll just let them know where I'll be going, and I'll be gone. And since I'll be paying for everything, they won't be able to use anything against me.

 

                    love always,

                                single ~n~ sexy,

                                            ~:~gabbii~:~


Saturday, November 12, 2005

Currently Listening
Lyfe 268-192
By Lyfe Jennings
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    I had a great week... until Friday. First of all, "C" wasn't there... that was okay, cuz I hung with some of his boyz (they're hilarious!). But then came fifth hour...

     I'd written "him" a note and given it to him after 3rd hour and thought "It's okay if he doesn't write me back. I'm over him. It's cool. I'm cool." But then he pulled out this other note in 5th hour... and he sat there for a long time and read it... I could see hearts on it, so it was from a gurl. I didn't care. Really. I didn't... then I noticed he was writing back... it was a long note... he drew a lil heart at the end... the kind that he'd usually make when he used to write to me...

      So I pretended to be involved in my homework. Didn't talk to anyone, didn't listen, didn't worry about who was pulling my hair, trying to get my attention. Because I knew that if I looked up and happened to see him, the tears would come...

                       I tried really hard to not to care. I devoted every ounce of energy to forgetting him... It almost worked. For weeks I've worked at trying to get over him. I was almost there... and then something had to happen... if it had happened next week, I know I would've been okay... maybe... but it all came crashing down...

         But I'm okay...

                Really

            I'm okay

                         I'm not gonna cry over some dumb ass nigga...

                  Much...

 



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